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[April 26th, 2009] |
heyyyyyy.
haven't wrote in sometime. thought i'd write tonight since i'm bored and have nothing else better to do. today was soooo hott, so was yesterday, i hate this hot weather, it's not fun. i thought i was going to die from heat exhaustion, lol. well i had a fun weekend. my boyfriend was over, we hung out and what not. i just wish it wasn't so hot in my house cause the heat was making me aggrivated so i was being a real big bitch to him and i felt bad cause i didn't mean to :( i'm watching the yankee/redsox game, go redsox woohooo ! well i'm offf to take a shower and lay down. byeeee xo
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[April 12th, 2009] |
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my birthday's getting closer ! 18 more days ! woohoo. WELL. i have a new boyfriend, and he's awesome. i love being with him, he knows how to make me smile and really gets me. he's such a sweetheart :) i love him soo much, he makes me soo happy. other than that, not much else is exciting in my life. i have to go to driving school soon, wootwoot, gonna be SO fun, not. BUT if it gets me my license i don't careeee. will post soon ♥
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| LONG TIME NO SEE. |
[March 4th, 2009] |
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OMG. its literally been FOREVER. lol. i haven't used this thing in forever, thought i'd start again. SOOO MUCH has happened in my life. i broke up with my boyfriend of 3 years, thank god. He was an alcoholic and drank all the time, i pitied him anyway. So i feel AWESOME being single. I was talking to some kid that i work with, but some other kid spread our business around work and now the kid i was talking to doesn't even wanna hang out with me, in fear someone will assume something. people cause so much drama it's ridiculous. well. i'll write soon, hopefully xo
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| long time no see |
[February 27th, 2007] |
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hey guys. thought i'd write in my livejournal. i haven't wrote in it in like forever. so anyways. i'm good, i'm not dead or anything haha. i don't know what to write right now, nothing exciting. xoo
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[August 20th, 2006] |
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wow. haven't updated this in a while. lol. sorry guys.
i'm doing pretty good. i've been hanging out with my
friend kayla most of the time these days , and if i'm
not with her i'm with my boyfriend. i don't want school
to start =(. i'm gonna cry lol. i don't want the summer
to be over. well, i hope my junior year goes by fast.
i had a fun weekend. friday night i hung out with fred
and talked to my friend amanda on the phone till he got
there at like 3 in the morning lol. then yesterday i had
to go to my little cousin's birthday party. he's turning
4. and fred was SUPPOSED to come with me , but his parents
wanted his car home because it's on the verge of just
completely breaking down and he needs to go get a new one.
and then i went with my cousin jill and went to her friend's
graduation party and drank. it was okay. then me and my
cousin left and smoked a blunt. then later that night i
slept at kayla's and we hung out and drank & shit. well
that was my "exciting" weekend. kbye.
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[August 8th, 2006] |
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hmm. i'm bored &+ kinda tired. i did nothing
all day. i slept and layed around like a bum
tomorrow i have to go to the highschool to
talk to my guidance counselor about my classes
and shit. i hope i don't have to wake up that
early. i'm not used to waking up at the crack
of dawn. i usually wake up at like 12 or 1. lol
i'll update tomorrow loves ♥
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[August 6th, 2006] |
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so yeah. i updated yesterday but not alot.
i got mad at fred last night. he was supposed
to sleep over last night and come with me and
my family today somewhere. i ended up not going
with them and i hung out with fred here. he was
too drunk last night and didn't have his car. i
just feel so bad when he's drunk and he's whining
how he can't breathe , and theres nothing i can
do to help him cause i`m a good 45 minutes away.
so then i faught with him about how he needs to
step up and straighten out his act if he wants
to keep me in his life. i mean i love him to
death but i put myself through so much stress
with him. i was worried sick about him last night
and ughhhh. i cried to my friend amanda last night
online at like 2:30 in the morning. i'm gonna try
to put up with it. i told him he has a week. the
weekend coming up we're suppost to go to dinner
saturday and spend the whole weekend together cause
saturday is our 11 month anniversary. my longest
relationship ever ! i hope he changes. i don't
want to have to let him go. i love him to death, i
really do. i just love myself a little more to know
that i don't have to put up with this. i deserve
better. he's amazing when hes not drunk. he's also
fine if he drinks and gets drunk , but sometimes he
gets too drunk and he cant breathe and he's puking
all over the place. i hope to god he changes.
it did make me happy today. he called me at like 10
in the morning and asked if i went with my mom and
brother. and i said no. then he came over. he just
left like about an hour ago. i just hate that i NEVER
see him during the week. cause he lives a good 45 minutes
away and with him working full time and shit , its hard.
and the only time i get to see him is the weekends and
even then i dont see him, and if i do see him , hes drunk.
but i am glad he came to see me today ♥
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[August 4th, 2006] |
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i'm really bored so i decided to update.
i'm getting ready to go out with fred <3
tomorrow is his grandma's funeral. i hope
what i wear is nice lol.
theres not much to write. i`ll probably
write alot on sunday though. && what i did
over the weekend.
well girls. i`m out <33 love ya`s <3
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[August 2nd, 2006] |
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yeah so the bitches still don't shut the fuck up. but i don't care anymore. i'm not letting it get to me. they can talk all they want - it really doesn't phase me. she went on and on again last night. saying my boyfriend cheats on me , that hes obsessed with her. he laughs and makes fun of her all the time , shes a fat ugly bitch. her and her fucking chink looking friend are gonna get what they deserve.
it's only wednesday and i want the weekend to come !! friday i'm hanging out with fred i think. saturday i have to go to fred's grandma's funeral. and then sunday i have to go with my mom to lake compounds cause my brothers baseball team is going. i don't really like lake compounds. i prefer six flags better. they have better rides but oh well.
i'm gonna go. i`ll write tomorrow. ♥
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[July 31st, 2006] |
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YEAH SO I'M KINDA PISSED. I WAS MORE PISSED LAST NIGHT.. GIRLS ARE GAY AND DECIDE TO TRY TO RUIN OTHER PEOPLES LIVES. OKAY SO SOME GIRL MADE A FAKE MYSPACE , THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ME. THEY MADE IT THEE EXACT SAME AS MINE. DID THE ABOUT ME ALMOST THE SAME , BUT PUT MY NUMBER IN IT. THEN COMMENTED MY BOYFRIEND'S FRIENDS. SAYING THAT I'M A HARDCORE SEX ADDICT AND A COKEHEAD AND THAT I'M 16 BUT PARTY HARD LIKE A 21 YEAR OLD. GET A FUCKING LIFE YOU STUPID LOW LIFE PIECE OF SHIT. SO I CALLED THE GIRL I THOUGHT IT WAS AND SHE DIDNT ANSWER , WHICH I FOUND PRETTY DAMN FUNNY. SO I LEFT A VOICEMAIL. I SAID IN THE VOICEMAIL " OKAY YOU DUMB BITCH , YOUR REALLLLLY FUCKING COOL MAKING FAKE MYSPACES THAT ARE SUPPOSED TO BE ME. YOU BETTER DELETE THE FUCKING MYSPACE OR I WILL COME TO YOUR FUCKING HOUSE AND BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF YOU WITH A FUCKING BAT IF I HAVE TO YOU FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT ".
I WAS LITERALLY CRYING ON THE PHONE WITH MY BOYFRIEND. CAUSE I'VE NEVER FELT SO DEGRADED IN MY LIFE. THEY PUT MY HOUSE NUMBER ON THERE && EVERYTHING. I THINK ITS FUNNY THAT THE GIRL I CALLED , CALLED BACK AND SAID IT WASNT HER. BUT THE FUNNY PART IS , SHORTLY AFTER I LEFT THAT VOICEMAIL , THE MYSPACE WAS GONE. SO OKAY THAT DEFINATELY HINTS TOWARDS BEING THE GIRL. SHE LIKE LIVES OFF OF TRYING TO MAKE OTHER PEOPLE MISERABLE. SHE BLAMED IT ON THIS GIRL STEPH I KNOW , BUT I TALKED TO STEPH AND STEPH WOULDNT GO THAT LOW AND TAKE TIME OUT OF HER LIFE TO DO SOMETHING SO IMMATURE. STEPH GOT PISSED AND TOLD ME TO TELL THE GIRL ( SHANNON ) THAT IF STEPH'S NAME COMES OUT OF HER MOUTH ONE MORE TIME THERE WILL BE PROBLEMS. I THINK ITS FUNNY THAT SHANNON GETS SOOO MUCH FUCKING PLEASURE OUT OF TRYING TO DESTROY MINE && MY BOYFRIEND'S RELATIONSHIP. GIVE IT UP HUNNY - NOTHING'S GOING TO BREAK US APART. FIND YOUR OWN - HE THINKS YOUR BEAT. YOU WILL GET WHATS FUCKING COMING TO YOU.
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